THE LOUD GENT

A loud gent talking —

on his phone, or to himself,

I can’t tell.

He’s looking at the sky,

arms stretched —

gesturing why,

or maybe it’s a note of thanks.

He looks at me,

and I look at him.

Actually, I try to look away —

but he catches me,

and now —

I’m in his game.

Passers-by are passing by,

but he and I —

our eyes are locked.

I’m dreading

what he will say.

He comes close.

I give a fake smile

and try to look away,

but he won’t let me.

He says —

“I know you.

You’re the crazy fool

from the café?”

Shocked at being called crazy, I say —

“You think I’m crazy?

That’s rich coming from a man

who gestures to space

and questions why!”

He says —

“I wasn’t gesturing to anything.

I thought I was struck by lightning,

and I tried to shove it away.”

“But you, lady —

you sit in a café

for hours and hours.

I saw you smiling

while writing all day.”

I say out loud —

“None of your business!

I smile to who —

maybe it’s my mother,

maybe it’s Camus.”

He says —

“See? Just as I thought.

That lady’s smiling

to who-knows-what.”

It’s now a shouting match

between us two —

each one calling

the other —

“You crazy fool!”

Again, passers-by are passing by —

but this time,

everyone is avoiding my eye.

I catch someone staring at me,

smiling ruefully.

He tries to look away,

but I catch him anyway.

And I say —

“Hey, you —

aren’t you that crazy fool from…?”

He stops me midway

and gestures to a billboard above.

It reads —

“We are all crazy fools,

never knowing we are one.

Some speak out aloud,

and some — to none.”

-Curio Athena

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